Chapter 19
The Knife Between Friends
It was now close on twelve o’clock. The prince knew that if he called at the Epanchins’ now he would only find the general, and that the latter might probably carry him straight off to Pavlofsk with him; whereas there was one visit he was most anxious to make without delay. So at the risk of missing General Epanchin altogether, and thus postponing his visit to Pavlofsk for a day, at least, the prince decided to go and look for the house he desired to find. The visit he was about to pay was, in some respects, a risky one.…
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Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Deserve vs. Want Patterns
Create two columns: 'What I Want' and 'What I Think I Deserve.' Fill each with examples from different areas of your life—relationships, work, health, friendships. Look for patterns where these columns don't match. Circle the biggest gap and write one small action you could take to choose what you want instead of what you think you deserve.
Consider:
- •Notice if you're drawn to chaos because it feels more familiar than peace
- •Pay attention to the voice that says 'people like me don't get good things'
- •Consider how past experiences might be influencing current choices
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you chose something harmful because it felt safer than hoping for something good. What would you tell that version of yourself now?
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