The days are short in November, and it is quite late when Alyosha rings at the prison gate. Dusk is beginning. He knows he will be admitted without difficulty. Grushenka, Alyosha, and Rakitin are allowed to see the prisoner alone. Rakitin leaves. Mitya takes it as a whole, and he is sorry to lose God. Imagine, he says: inside, in the nerves, in the head, a second passes, and then something like a moment appears. Not a moment. An image. An object, or an action. Who was Claude Bernard? A chemist, or what? Rakitin, he says, will write that he could not help murdering his father, that he was corrupted by his environment, and that he will put in a tinge of Socialism.
Rakitin writes verses, too, on Madame Hohlakov's foot. Mitya has the poem. He has got it, and he will read it. Then the dream of the babe comes back. Why is the babe so poor? That was a sign. It is for the babe he is going, because they are all responsible for all. If they drive God from the earth, we shall shelter Him underground. What should I be underground there without God? There will be hundreds of them, with hammers in their hands. They will be in chains and there will be no freedom, but then, in their great sorrow, there is the hymn. One cannot exist in prison without God. Rakitin is laughing. Ah, man should be dissolved in prayer.
He has taken all Grushenka's soul into his soul, and through her he has become a man himself. Will they marry us? If they do not, he will die of jealousy. They do not let convicts marry, do they? He says it again, holding Alyosha with both hands on his shoulders, his yearning, feverish eyes fixed on his brother. He cannot live without Grusha. Wait till after the trial. Alyosha listens with extreme surprise, and is deeply moved.
Ivan suggests his escaping. Ivan understands about the hymn, only he does not speak. He does not believe in the hymn. Do not decide. Spare me. Sign me with the cross, darling, for the cross I have to bear tomorrow. They embrace and kiss. Then Mitya asks for the truth, as Alyosha would speak it before God. Do you believe I did it? Do you, do you in yourself, believe it? The whole truth, do not lie. Everything seems heaving before Alyosha. I have never for one instant believed that you were the murderer. He raises his right hand, as though calling God to witness. Mitya's whole face is lighted up with bliss. Thank you, he says slowly, as though a sigh escaped him after fainting.
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On the way to Ivan, Alyosha sees light in Katerina Ivanovna's windows and goes in. He has not seen her for more than a week. She has been to Smerdyakov. It was you, she says, who persuaded me that he murdered his father. An hour ago she feared to touch that monster, as though he were a reptile.