I Meant to Do It
Pressure tightens as Raffles sickens. Bulstrode tries to manage outcomes without public ruin. Eliot shows panic turning religious language into cover: Providence as a tool, charity as a screen, the next payment as mercy. The man who styled himself an instrument of God must now face what he was willing to do for safety.
Key Insight
Under threat, people rename desperation as duty. When you hear yourself moralizing a harmful choice, stop and ask what you are protecting: another person, or the image you need in order to sleep.






