Chapter 28
The Musician's Disillusion
Jude returned to Melchester, which had the questionable recommendation of being only a dozen and a half miles from his Sue’s now permanent residence. At first he felt that this nearness was a distinct reason for not going southward at all; but Christminster was too sad a place to bear, while the proximity of Shaston to Melchester might afford him the glory of worsting the Enemy in a close engagement, such as was deliberately sought by the priests and virgins of the early Church, who, disdaining an ignominious flight from temptation, became even chamber-partners with impunity. Jude did not pause…
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Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Connection Patterns
Think about the last month. List three strangers or distant acquaintances you found yourself really curious about or drawn to. Then list three people close to you who tried to connect but you were distracted or unavailable. Look for patterns in when you're most likely to idealize strangers versus invest in real relationships.
Consider:
- •Notice if you're more drawn to distant people when you're feeling misunderstood or lonely
- •Consider whether you're avoiding real relationships because they require showing up as your actual self, flaws and all
- •Pay attention to whether you create stories about strangers that make you feel less alone in your struggles
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you built up someone you barely knew in your mind, only to be disappointed by the reality. What were you really seeking, and who in your actual life might have provided that connection if you'd been open to it?
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