Chapter 19
The Confession in the Library
Twenty-Second: Night.—What have I done? and what will be the end of it? I cannot calmly reflect upon it; I cannot sleep. I must have recourse to my diary again; I will commit it to paper to-night, and see what I shall think of it to-morrow. I went down to dinner resolving to be cheerful and well-conducted, and kept my resolution very creditably, considering how my head ached and how internally wretched I felt. I don’t know what is come over me of late; my very energies, both mental and physical, must be strangely impaired, or I should not have…
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Critical Thinking Exercise
The 24-Hour Decision Test
Think of a recent time when someone made you feel bad, then immediately tried to make you feel better with grand gestures or sweet words. Write down what happened, then imagine you had waited 24 hours before responding. Map out how your reaction might have been different with time to think.
Consider:
- •Who created the original problem or hurt feeling?
- •What did they gain by being both the problem and the solution?
- •How might waiting have changed your perspective on their motives?
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when you made an important decision while emotionally upset. What would you tell your past self about waiting before choosing?
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